Well to be honest, I am just afraid of failing and scared that every blood, sweat and tears I put in will mean nothing at the end. Do you ever feel this way? like there is no point in trying as it won’t make a difference? Maybe it is because I’m not that academically smart? I struggle trying to write essays and it does not help that my course is based on essays writing at the end of each semester which is very frustrating.
In order to calm my self down and get back to my normal flamboyant self, I went shooting around London which made me realise how beautiful London can be. I met some really nice friendly people which was a tad bit surprising due to the fact that London is a very busy place; I expected people to be hostile. As I was taking pictures I started feeling myself again, I was not stressed anymore it was like all negative thoughts dissolve into thin air. This is evident in the pictures above, I think they are really cool. What do y'all think?
I guess the whole point of this post is to tell you that when you are feeling stressed out or unmotivated about something, STOP: take a break and go and explore something fun, push away every pessimistic thoughts and think positive, be happy and believe in yourself (I know this is cliché but it really is true!) and keep trying.
Just because a obstacle gets in your way does not mean it's the end of the world, what you need to do is plan how you'll overcome it, I mean you've got to start from the bottom right?
I hope I've made a little difference, always remember, there's light at the end of every tunnel.
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